Living to the Beat of a Song

So recently, well pretty much my whole life, but especially recently, I've noticed that when you listen to music even if it's one you have known forever it hits you different depending on where you are in your life...so here it goes, lately I have not really known what to do with my life now like not some midlife crisis or something but I'm done with school I work pretty much all the time within reason and it's to the point of what do I do now?

Here's where music comes in:

So I will never know the right way to say thanks
for all the nights and days you spent hanging out
Cause that's what this is about

How I, I am not into the idea of living without you
And I, I am not into the idea of being without you
And no, this won't be a sad song.
Around the Clock, Rocket Summer
* So have you ever thought about the last time you ever saw someone, before it was "over". I've come to the conclusion that I don't like that part...the whole goodbye, it doesn't have to be goodbye but that's what it turns into. Which brings us to the next one...

Hey what you got you don't know
Anything that I'm gonna say right now
Cuz I'm not so sure why I'm here and why I wanna
Keep on hanging 'round right now
Not that I do it now or any day
Sometimes I just get burned out
About lots of things and well just doubt

So tell me something good you got it and
Why am I so misunderstood cuz I wanna know this
Cuz I'm confused and do I break into two
So tell me how about you
Tell me Something Good, Rocket Summer
* It's that moment you don't know what to say, or what to do. You know what you want to happen but you don't know how to get there, all you need is to know something good. That one is confusing but I know what I'm talking about? haha

So all of a sudden I'm wondering if any of this is computing, so we're going to go in another direction perhaps hold onto your hats.

Here's some pictures to help bridge the gap, enjoy. :)

One of the only pictures of Me and Lane...maybe we should change that.

Ashy and Me wheelin.

Me and my buddy Brando rockin at a concert, as per usual.



So maybe there's two pictures in existence...




Ok, so...I don't know what else to say. Oh I just read the Hunger Games series, best books ever! Well maybe not ever there's lots of good ones, but SUPER good.